An elephant.

When I was about 5 years old, my mom couldn't afford a spring costume for me, my teacher was making one and I tough it was for me. I was wrong.
Sometimes I still want that costume, sometimes still want something happen to me, like magic, just want something come up and changes my life.
I was dating to this girl (who I will call S), we were boyfriend and girlfriend for about 3 days, then, somethings happen, things she didn't like about me, and I think, things I didn't like about her. Then she asked me for some time to think about our relationship, we were "dating friends". Then, some other things happen... one day, she came to me to talk, was early morning, we were on brake time in our job, and she told me she realized she just feel me as a friend, and that she had a new boyfriend: her ex best friend (a coworker too).
Last week was my birthday, some friends took me to Tobermory, Sauble Beach and many other places. Last week was my coworker's birthday too so I invited her, her friend, S, her boyfriend and to another friend. In the end, only my coworker and her friend came. It was a good night, some beers and lots of food.
S is so pretty, she is beautiful, and also she is a nice girl... But I'm tired, I've lost count of how many times, for one reason or another we make planes (now we are friends) and something happen and she cancels every single time, maybe this is the way things have to happen, maybe it's better this way...
So I'm not searching for a new girlfriend, but anyway I would like if a nice girl knocks my door and says 'hi'.
All I need is love (and beer)...