Back home.

Well, I'm back at home, not my mom's hometown but one of the biggest city in this side of the world. I left Canada almost a week ago.
I hope I can go back to Canada, I feel so weird here, I think this is not my place...
One day my application for restoration of my visitor status was rejected and now I'm here, waiting for my friend to pick me up to go out and drink a beer... even if I feel like I'm getting a little bit sick, I really wanna go out, just need fresh air.
Last night I refused to have sex with a girl... just lied to her, I said I didn't have condoms but I had, maybe I was not in the mood. Maybe next time I won't refuse her, maybe I will say one more lie.
Waiting, waiting and waiting. That's all I do.
Today I took a wrong direction on the subway. Twice. My head is just not here...